He loved me. And I loved him. I cut him out of my heart because that’s what dad wanted. That’s what you wanted. And now the only person who saw me, who really saw me and still loved me, is dead. (…) Mistake of character? This is who I am.
Misha Collins “same for me”
It’s Sam’s thing, isn’t it? You taking on his cage match scars, I’m guessing that’s what broke your bank, right?
Well, it took everything to get me here
Sam’s face says it all - You really do love him, Dean. You really love Cas.
Okay seriously, I have this theory that Sam really reallyknows, and he hurts for Dean and Cas and wishes things could just be easier between them. AKA… in my headcanon he ships Destiel as hard as we do. And that theory gives me more feels than I can handle.
SAM WINCHESTER IS THE ULTIMATE DESTIEL SHIPPER
Sam knows it. He’s known since the first time he saw the two of them together.
Sam is the biggest Destiel shipper out of all of us. He just wants his brother to be happy. He sees how happy Cas makes/made Dean, and that in return makes him happy.
At least in my mind…
Dean is so bare and raw here, he usually never allows himself to get like that. Sam just looks so sorry that Dean has to go through this, he sees how deeply he loves Cas. Ya know, Sam and Bobby didn’t want to tell Dean until they were sure Cas was up to something, why is that? As a hunter Dean should be able to handle it, but they know he can’t. It is definitely because they know the true extent of his love for Cas.
#his expression just haunts me #he’s so fucking scared #and he really doesn’t want to believe what they’re telling him #but as cas rightly put it #he’s trying so hard to be loyal #with every instinct telling him otherwise #i mean come on #the last time we saw an expression #this empty and open and fucking torn #was when he was sitting beside sam’s lifeless body #saying that he’d screwed up #and the thing is #dean knows they owe him #or rather #dean owes him #cas did everything for him #and dean owes him the faith that he won’t give to anyone else #but he can’t #he’s trying #so so so hard #to keep that faith #but it’s crumbling #and sam knows it #he can see every thought going through dean’s head #and personally #i think he’s feeling guilt #because what sam could have had with jessica #is exactly what’s being pulled away from dean
I really wish that this had been a valid queer moment on the show. It would’ve been so great if Corbett was more than just shitty mockery and a device to reinforce heteronormativity in the show.
But, oh wait a second.
It’s not that kind of show.
People born in 1990 can legally drink alcohol.
Obama was sworn into office 3 years ago.
Michael Jackson died over 2.5 years ago.
2007 was HALF A FUCKING DECADE ago.
There are kids in middle school now that don’t even remember 9/11.
There are girls born in 1998 who are pregnant.
There are over 600 pokemon.
I left him when I found him and now I wish I’d stayed
Ian Somerhalder for GQ
